Coupled

Lately I have been in a funny kind of mood. I've been listening to a lot of songs that have a general theme of Love to them. Not sure if its cause my least favorite holiday is fast approaching and I'm once again dateless or because I'm slowly realizing how badly I want to be a couple.

I enjoy being in a relationships, weather it be with been someone of the same sex who is just a friend or a member of the opposite sex who is a significant other. I will admit that I am very much a co-dependent person, I need people around and I greatly dislike being alone. This is part of the reason why I still live at home, moving out means being alone and that's just not right for me.

With Valentines Day right around the corner I find myself wanting more and more to be a couple. I have lots of couple friends, many are even married or engaged and this just makes me want to be part of them even more. I desire that feeling of belonging and I hate that I'm very often a third wheel. Now don't get me wrong i'm not going to go and become one of those people who obsesses over finding a man. I did that once and it was a disaster. I'm much more content waiting for the right person to come along, and yes I do believe there is a right person for me. We just haven't found each other yet.

Also this blog is not me complaining about being single, I enjoy being single its fun to go out and not worry about anything. Its fun to actually try to look good just in case I meet a guy. But I enjoy being coupled much more then I do being single. Life is short so I will enjoy whatever I have at the moment I have it. Right now for me that means enjoying being single and having fun and spending as much time as possible with those I love.

And if you want to know who I love then you obviously don't know me...those that I love, I always tell them so.